Thursday, November 27, 2003

sHo long nvr update my bloG leRz! hahah.. getting abit bored with my blog skin ler, sho gotta get a new one SOON.. hahax.. anyway.. it's been almost 2days after my prom night! haha.. That night was kewL! however, i was still not in the "atmosphere" earlier that night; maybe because of the table we were sitting in.. it's sort of "left out" ya? hahax.. but thanks to our dear student leaders and ms tan for their hard work in making our prom nite a success! ~*cHeerx!*~ After the dinner was of cause, photo-taking session!! really enjoyed going around taking pix with pple sia! haha.. but didnt managed to get a class pic!! cuz it was dancing time!! firz time i joined in the chiwawa dance! haha! now i know why the e1-s enjoyed tat sho much lerz!! gRAduation night was rily FUNNnnnnnnn!!! haha.. n the emercee veri shuai ler!! haha.. hmmz.. yeahz.. that night was really an eye-opener.. saw sho many of my friends transformed into beautiful feminine ladies! haha!! and the guys were really smart n kewl dudes!! *cLaPx* arGhz!! too bad my cam no more batt liaoz! cannot take more pix!! duhz! hahaz, aniwae, was pretty happy tat i managed to take pic with "HIM" n exchanged some words after such a long time worz! haha, hope at pic will come out gd lar! hmmz.. yar..
..relievvved tat i got to take 2pix with "ahem" also.. thought after wat had happened he wun tok to me le... but stil, we managed to get some shotz..hmm, but things wasnt as gd as i thought though. it seemed that somehow he was unwilling to talk to me lerz... hmmz, dunno what's he thinking also.. ask him he also dun wanna tell me..heY fRen..dunc keep a distance from me ler.. cuz i hope i wont lose a fren lyk u... if i've done sth wrong jus lemme know k? or not, u surly have to let mi know ya reasons ritz?haix.. hope things bw us will get better?Am rily sorri abt the other day... arGhz.. jus dunc wish to lose ya as a fren lo.. hmmz, hope we k be lyk las time lyk dat.. rily enjoyed those few chatz we had online..
heyz zhu... thanks for ya flowers horz.. rily swit of ya! heez! =P
Frenz!!! guessed prom night was the day we'll be going our seperate ways le.. haix.. will really mish every single one of u!! sho u guys gotta remember me ok?? hahax! jus wanna thank all of uUu for stepping into my life, leaving me with sho much beautiful memories..dy will always be etched in my mind!! u guys are simply gGGGREeAT!!luVVvv u aLL!!
yeah, after grad nite, went to celebrate jay's bdae at the hotel room..celebration was simple, jus a cake accompanied with the beautiful voices of ours singing the "happy bdae sonG" hahax... but guessed jay's rily happy to see us rit? yingxian even stayed with us till 6am n go straight to the airport!! whoah! great fren! haha!! hope nex yr we'l stil be able to gather together n celebrate one another's bdae, right fey?fEYz! u bunch are rily marvellous.. haha.. though we seldom see each other, i beliieve we have one another in our heart n mind ya?heex.. we mush keep in contact kaYZ?? jaY.. we'LL mish UuuuUUu tOnx de!! haha.. n thanks for all the little things u did for mi hor.. haha... k larZ! shall end here! c|aox!
~me~ at Thursday, November 27, 2003

Friday, September 05, 2003

*"KkkkkKkKkKKkKeEeewEwLLzz!!!! i'm sHo sHo sHo happy that Prelims are finally over!!!!!! (*ermx, as in, without the consideration of the results larz!) hMmz, Actually also didnt really enjoyed my 1st day of FREEDOM!! Am now at my uncle's place listening to Perfect 10 while others were watching show! Feeling rather sHaGged after almost 2weeks of last minute preparation!duhx!! aNywaY, i've set my mind to get into the momentum to do my daily revision in preparation for my O's~!!!! hAHax! verY guai of me rightz? lolz... But that's only my aim lar.. dont know if i have the determination and the discipline to achieve this aim anot... PreY hard that i'll~!!! Hhhmmz! Time really flies! Now's already September and im now, preparing for my battle in Nov! Still remember that at this time of the year, i'm probably at Shanghai with the sLs~! Though it's been nearly a year, the fond memories of the Shanghai trip still etched in my mind.. This trip contribute to the creation of FeY! and the days we spent together was indeed unforgettable! it was as if it just happen not long ago!One year, shuo chang bu chang, shuo duan bu duan, but i guessed a year is more than enough to change a person, not entirely though. UrHz! Have been thinking... iF only... if only... if only... If only awyong did not retain and is now sutdying for O's with us. If only fey, could attend the Prom Night together!! That would be such a perfect BEginning for fEy!!But much as i've seen, only 4 of us are realy bond together..ha|x, all the if only-s are all redundant! Since everyone's havin their own life now. Our dear friend is coping well with his studies and cca.. and i can see such a big progress in him..Maybe retaining wasnt such a bad thing for him afterall? But to fey, im sure we will mish his presence, his lame jokes and entertainments! And for me, i'll certainly miss all the morning journeys to school and little talks about schools and studies and ahemx*!! aRghz.. sImplLy wiL juZ misH uU! hahaa.. abit mushy hor... but i rreally cherish fey's friendship pretty much to a great extent! CaSS: sOri aRz, i abit slow.. sho now dn can send my regards to u.. hope u feeling alot better ler.... first time heard tat you cried.. the news was realy very shocking!! anyway, do take good care of yourself k?? TataxXxXx~~* ~*~*MMuUaCKzZz~*~*~ =P
~me~ at Friday, September 05, 2003

Friday, August 29, 2003

yOyOx!! hahaX! i have finally updated my blog after such a long time!! keWLz!! t0daY's Teachers' daY ceLebRAti0n!!! aS usual, we started off with the fun dance, then by a concert put up by students and TEACHERS!! hahax, they acted out a classroom scene and all of them were wearing school uniforms! lolx.. it was such a rare opportunity to see them in this outfit. The skit was pretty funny and all of us had a great time laughing! OuT of all the performance, i enjoyed the dance by Xnergy!! wOW!! theY were really cooooooooLL!! and with the great job of the mediaclub members, they did some lighting effects, the whole hall was like becoming a mini concert !! lolx! iF only i have the talent to dance also! haha! hmmx.. anyway, i also saw alot of my friends who have already graduated!! and the feeling to see them was quite good! esp ppLe lyk yingxian yanhui, etc! today was not a bad day for me, my sP***h went quite smoothly, though i made a couple of errors. but it was indeed an unforgetable experience! Whe the song "Graduation" was played after the end of the concert, i was thinking of how i would mish everyone in Xinmin, especially all my friends!! esp...... ! i surely will mish tat person one ar!! stupid! why make that person retain!! if not we can graduate together liaox!! haix!! mush jiayou ye!! hmmx, after the concert, went home with awyong, yang and heli and had our lunch at cp! lolx, dn i slept all the way from 1+ to evening!! wow!! sho shiok!! long time since i ever slept for sho long lia0x!! hahax!! hmmx... having my prelims now... and i doubt i can ever make it to 3months jc!! haix... but nvm, i hope i will work harder for my O`s! LuCks t0 aLL mY frenz whu'r taking the exams hor!!! ganbare!!! hEyx!! Mooncake festival's round the corner!! yeah!! hope i would have the time n chance to play with the candles and lanterns on that day!! hahaha.. think i will ask feY~* out on that day n play play play!!! keWLz!! aNyonE interested?? hmmx... Talking to shijie now... then talk abt my shang xin shi again.. haix... to tink back, i rily think it was a waste that a promising frienship ended up in this stage, and i realised that i had actually, did not completly forgot abt this whole thing... haix, rily regretted of the path that i took.. If only i could turn back time.... ~*bOObOOz!!!~*


~me~ at Friday, August 29, 2003

Sunday, July 06, 2003

*ha|x.. it's being a long time since i update my blog, and to think the first entry it was something that was pretty upsetting... Think i wouldnt say what had actually happened on Sat as everyone of us sort of know what had happened.. After reading all my friends' blogs, i realised that all of us were actually very concerned about this and care about our group members. ha|x~ jay n cai|: it's not entirly ya fault, so dont blame yourself. My stand is that this thing invovled everyone who's present on Sat, but maybe some of us would have to bear more responsibilty larz... Whichever it is, i think that's not the main concern as this will only cause us to blame one another... Now the more sensible thing is to salvage this? i don't know how to convince xian to open up to us.. and i know just a "Sorry" won't make up the disappointment and anger in her... But i want to say that Though we might neglect one or two members, I'm sure all of us in *~fEy~* cherish one another alot. And i really hate to see us end our friendship here. Is ~*fEy*~ really that fragile? i hope not.. I think ~*fEy*~ had come quite a long way already and we had loads of fun together, though at times we had our problems, we faced them together and overcame them one by one.. But why this time she chose to end it here? No more faith in us? maybe? But we aren't that sort that want our friends to leave us, especially those who had a special place in our heart, at least in mine.. Is our 3years of friendship so fragile and cant withstand any hardships? We made a mistake on Sat and were apologetic for it, can we learn from this, forgive one another and start things anew? it can only be done if u are willing.. we'l all be waiting for this day.... it may sound abit crappy and u might not agree with me totally.. but what i said was what i think... we rily cherished u alot.. sorry for hurting u in one way or another... and lose faith in us, but can u giv us a chance to make up?
~me~ at Sunday, July 06, 2003

Sunday, June 22, 2003

The whining sound of the ceiling fan was the only noise in the hospital ward. Staring up blankly at the fan from his bed, Ah Hock was in a state of emotional turmoil. Pain and anger surged through him. His son had abandoned him to the hospital and refused to take care of him other than paying for his medical bills. He kept blaming himself for bringing up such an unfilial son. For most part of his life, he had been slogging to earn enough money for his son to get a good education. Now his son was not repaying back what his father deserved.
Ah Hock had been diagnosed with leukemia and had his right leg amputated, thus, he felt inferior to walk around. Life was very boring for him. He wanted to die as fast as he could and always defied the nurses and doctors. Lying opposite of Ah Hock was Kim Seng. He had been diagnosed with brain cancer and he knew his days were numbered. However, he still life his life happily. Ah Hock and Kim Seng started to chat with each other.
As Kim Seng knew that Ah Hock hated his life, he tried to cheer him up by describing to him what he saw outside his window every day: The couples strolling in the park, the birds flying, trees swaying, children playing happily in the playground… Gradually, Ah Hock looked forward everyday for Kim Seng’s “storytelling”. He livened up a lot and became more cheerful. He felt the deep joy of a new day radiate forth from inside him. He now obeys instructions given by the doctors and nurses.
Two months later, Kim Seng passed away. When the nurses came in to clear up, Ah Hock requested to move to the bed that Kim Seng used to sleep on. The nurses granted his request and when he lay on the bed and looked out of his window, what he could see was just a high wall. Curious, he asked the nurse how could Kim Seng describe so many things to him everyday and the nurse replied that Kim Seng was actually a blind man and he was using his imagination.
Upon realizing, Ah Hock could feel the moisture in his eyes, turning him into a blurry ghost. He was deeply touched by Kim Seng’s move to cheer him up and see another perspective of life. After all this, he knew he was not the most unfortunate man in this world. From then on, Ah Hock led his life happily and went to the park everyday in his wheelchair. Despite Kim Seng’s illness, he still helped others, he greatly thanked Kim Seng, as he was the one who changed his life.

~me~ at Sunday, June 22, 2003

I was totally mesmerized by his charm. He was tall for his age, with sweet brown eyes, dark eyelashes and curly brown hair. When he smiled, two little dimples appeared on his check, which were rosy with health. His good looks gave him a lot of disadvantages, as girls would always flock towards him. It was no surprise that he was very popular among the girls. Naturally, I was fuming with jealousy when I saw him flirting around. However, the sight of him would just excite me, making my heart pound hard against my rib cage.
As I stood behind him in the queue, I stole glances at Jeremy. My heart was thumping wildly once again. At that instant when I saw his heart-melting smile, I recollected the incident when he first talked to me and how I was smittened by his good looks and eventually fell deeply in love with him.
Much as I tried, I could not stop thinking of him. From the information that I had gathered from my friends, Jeremy had so far, no ideal girl in his mind and he never got himself a girlfriend despite spending most of his time dating girls.
As days went by, I realized my love for him had grown stronger and I knew very well that I could no longer resist myself.
“Go, go for the guy you want so much. He might like you too, you never know.” An encouraging voice spoke to me from within.
When I saw him at the corridor, I plucked up my courage and walked towards him.
“Hey, Jeremy, can I have a word with you?” I whispered.
“Yeah, sure!” replied Jeremy with a grin on his face.
“Jeremy, I hoped that upon hearing what I have to say, you wouldn’t be too shocked. And please do not avoid me after this,” I stammered.
Constantly nodding his head as a sense of approval, I continued.
“… I love you…” I blurted out nervously and stared at him intently to see his response.
Taking a deep breath, Jeremy said, “Actually... I’m also deeply in love with you.However,I am too shy to express it out.”
Upon hearing what Jeremy said, my initial fear in me evaporated into the sweet smelling air and a feeling of sweetness and love embraced me. Our love blossomed as days went by and we became a couple who was very much envied by everyone.
One day, while we were kissing each other, a teacher caught us and said, “Hey! What are you boys doing?”



~me~ at Sunday, June 22, 2003

Saturday, June 07, 2003

its been a long time since i update huh? lately got lots of things happening around me... frienships, school work and... ya.. basically just thse two. but they already can make me have breathing difficulties!! Before i start with my personal stuffs.. i wanna say a very BIG BIG SORRY to cai...haix... feel very guilty for not celebrating your birthday on that day... haix.. guessed you are disappointed?? still consider us your friends? i sincerely hope that you will forgive us.. i'm pretty afraid to know the answer... cause i know what we did isnt what friends should...though we forgot to celbrate your bdae, it's doesnt meant that we forgot you... u still stand a special place in our heart... i still treat you as a very good friend of ours.. you are no toy or entertainer, but one of the members in feY..feY dont used to be as close as before alreadi? but that wouldnt stay for long... we cant give up so easily right? remember all the things we said at changi airport that time? dont give up hope on fey okay? i know now it's like everyone of us are getting closer to our classmates, but you know something.. true friendship can last even when they all far away from one another... though i dare not say that we have reached that state, but if all of us have the heart to, we can make this possible de... read your blog once i come online... from what you have typed, can see very clearly that you are in a depression mood. but you dont seem to want to share with us your woes.. issit because of family problems or friendships? whatever it is... if you need somebody to talk to, you can always find us de.. i know u might think.. "arGh, cRApz. it's this old saying again," but.. that's really what i meant... maybe you need to cool down for awhile or u are just suddenly tired of your life? take a break okay? you say that all the friends around u are all biao mian shang one.. sometimes i agree with you, however... i know that if one day, you really have a prob, we'll help you.. even if we can't help you, we'll try... ca|... dont lose hope in yourself, your friends, you life.. cause if you will try to look it at a different way, you would see a brighter side of it.. stay strong okay? ~!~!*stay happy*~!~!

?friend?
~me~ at Saturday, June 07, 2003

-Motherly- You're the motherly type. You love to
take care of the one you love, and generally
you can be a bit overprotective and possessive,
but you know, that isn't always such a bad
thing. At least you'll be a good mom in the
future.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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~me~ at Saturday, June 07, 2003

Sunday, May 11, 2003

You are Jubilee!

Though you may be young and inexperienced, you have
great potential and will someday become an
admirable figure. For that to happen, though,
you must overcome your juvenile belief system
and adopt a more mature view on life.


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~me~ at Sunday, May 11, 2003

Yoz!! Wah!! Actually I can post dix up earlier de! Buden mi entry too long.. dn got error.. sho now nid to retype!! DuhHHzz!!!
Hmmz.. yar.. todae ish mother’s dae!! Sho hope all mummi in the world a happy mother’s dae!! Esp to my mummy!!! Yar.. though I nvr actuali show out n thank u rite.. I rily thank u from the bottom my heart !! thx for all the little things u hav done for mi dix in dix 16yrs!! U r simply.. gRrRReaAatt!!
CAss: hmmx.. lately ya bloggie wasn dat positive hor.. dn dunno wat happen to u also.. hahha juz hope u feel better n noe wat u actuali wan kaeyz? I agree wif ya dat it’s the usual same lines tat we sae to ppl when dey r sad or wadever… frm the wae u phrase it rite.. I tot u tink tat all these might b pointless n fake.. haha.. but rite.. u nvr noe… it might help when ppl rily nid to find someone to confide in.. ya? Im sure those ppl whu sae dat all acted purely out of genuine concern for their frenx… well.. at least.. I noe gor sure.. ya grp n ahemx.. of cux mi… belong to tat category ! hahaHeez.. aniwae.. luckz to UuuU horz.. take care okie?

HeLi: yeah.. read ya blog also ler.. u finally noe tat being too competitive wasn a gd thing ya? But dunc let ya competitiveness = 0 hor.. cuz if dat’s de case.. dn it isn u anymore!! Lolx.. actuali ppl admired u of ya determination le! Im also one of dm! Haha… wish ya can enjoy a simple n happy life!! Ya can de!! Jiayou worz!!

cai: yeah! Finally saw the cheerful side of u already.. well.. at least u appeared to be… hmmx.. dunno if u rily get over wat’s botherin u already.. but whichever it is… wanna let u noe dat u r always in “feY”.. u r always wif us.. unless one dae.. u dunc wan us lar.. heex! N dn horz… nex tym.. if got proby at least let us noe roughly wat’s it abt can? Hmmz.. but If u dun feel lyk it.. dn nvm de! Heex.. mush stae happi okie? Got ma fan come find us.. dn we all troubled together! Lolx…

sInLi: read ya blog ler.. got one part u lyk rather sad.. wat happen ar? Better nw liaoz?

LuB yA gUyz Lotz Lotz!! Muack|ezz!!



~me~ at Sunday, May 11, 2003

YeaHz!! DeRE’s onE th|ngY I waNa proudly announced t0 aLL of UuuuU!!! MY class 4e4’03 f|nally had our class outin yest on a saT nitex!!! Hahaa!! We went to marina south de Dragon village to hav our dinner!! Yeah!! N actually I olso took part in the planning of dix class outing.. sho rather excited ! haha.. actuali didn know the response would be tat gd.. almost ¾ of mi class went lehz!! Sho happy!!! N all of us were wearin our black class tee!! Haha! Kinda kewl huh? Dn we actually had our steamboat under a slight drizzle!! …. Romantic? Lolx.. n I thot tat moz of de ppl were havin fun.. yar? Well.. at least I had.. loads of dm!! E ppl dere even giv us 3bottles of grape wine lehz!! Hahax! Ya.. dn later we went to hav our “photo taking session” n our yaoming’s our photographer! Dn we went to a quieter place where dere’s fewer ppl to do our “yUM-seNG”! hahaha… we were sho loud dat we capture lotza passers-by de attention lerhz!! Dn later went to wash out hands etc.. dn when xiao hei spashed water at liyin….. it marked the start of out “puo shui jie!!” hahaha… mi tk, ht n xiaohei had sho much fun! Lolx!! Dn dey even drag junda in n splashed water on him! Hahhaa.. dat poor tall guy! Lolx… aiyax! Too bad rf n the res of the class weren’t dere!! Mush come to our nex outing okie??? Yeah!! N dn for those whu nvr enjoyed much yest.. hope u guys will enjoy the nex one kayx?? Had such a long dae yest dat I reached hm at abt 12am!! Haha.. Beginning to luve moi class liaox!! Hahah!! Dix outin was pretty successful… better dn wat I expected! Hahhaa.. yeahz!! Lolx.. hope our nex outin would be an even better one!! Woox!!

Fun + fUn + fUn = LoaDs oF fUn!!

~me~ at Sunday, May 11, 2003

Sunday, May 04, 2003

~*h|ya~*! haven been updating my bloggie lately arz... jz dunc feel lyk writin.. haha.. aniwae.. read mi frenx bloggie as usual... saw cass n heli's blog... all sad sad de... hmmz.. hab totaly no idea wat happen to mi dear junior.. hope she will b alright bar.. tat ger.. haha.. always hav her own style of thinkin.. junior arz.. dunc stress hor.. more stress u hav, e more u cannot perform.. jiayou hor... noe u can do it de... heli... haha.. wat i wanna sae to u alreadi post in ya comment box ler... be strong k? u still hav uS! hurhurx.. aniwae.. lately went to freeze cake again... dn went for jer the bdae party.. aha didnt turn out to be as fun as wat mi n ting hab planned.. boox! all the guys sho dumbdumb de.. keep playing bball.. hahah... but rily thank dm for co-operatin wif us xia... n on the dae.. the cake actuali melt until we hav the drink the cake instead of eat it! haha... hmmz.. dn actuali nth much also lor.. didn rily enjoy it.. but got to c mi kor n kenny after such a long time... haha.. feeling not bad lar! dn hope kor n les n ting can k be frenz again... lyk las tym lyk dat... actuali all of dm alreadi lyk forgiv ler leh.. bt dy juz dunc wanna make the firz move to start another sincere frenship! +*heEz*+ dn b4 dat.. when i went out wif sl, pq, rena n yeesin to do our cake dat dae.. haha.. has been also a long time since we had a gatherin lyk dix.. hope k hab more of dix lar.. budn nw exams round the corner... sho.. jz let nature take its course ba! lolx.. aniwae.. i cleared the misunderstandin b/w mic n the rest ler!! hope dy k b lyk las tym aga|n~! hahaa.. feel rather proud of it lehz!! LoLZ~ tatax pLe... n beX w|ShEs f0r aLL mO| frEnz whu'r preparin fer their mid...

~*~*~ ^+^gampate!!^+^~*~*~
~me~ at Sunday, May 04, 2003

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

heyheyx!!! hahah tmr gona "freeze" cake again!!! haha.. but till nw still cannot find a place to b our temp kitchen~!!
~me~ at Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Monday, April 28, 2003

~*tHaNKsS a bILL|on tO aLL oF yAx!! u roCkzZz!!~*
h|yax~ haha.. wanna thanks to all of ya~!! e firz dae of dix week wasn dat bad... after skool went to ljs with heli, awyong, cai, apple n ck! haha.. actuali wanna do hwk.. but after doin a few maths sum.. we start to crapx again! haha... hmmx... yx... dunc worri ler.. i wun become a pessi de!! yeah! we frenx sho lng.. shd trust mi hor? haha i noe u sure will hav trust in mi de! lolx.. thanks babY! haha.. hmmx.. sL~ haha thanks for lettin mi noe i still hab such a gd fren lyk UuU~! caSS! hahah thanks for readin dix lenthy n boliao entry of mine! lolx.. n thx for sort of lyk consolin mi..haha.. ya senior wun go pessi de.. n i m mature nw liao.. haha stronger ler! pQ~ hahah noe u beri cutex n swIT lar.. haha.. thanks hor!lolx.. haha.. actuali frenx come n go de lar.. we wun hav all the same frenx throughout our entire life.. ritex? haha... take this chance.. wanna thanks to all mi frenx ard mi~!! happi to hav all of yax~* haha... tat's all for todae.. mi go studi ler!! taKe caRex pLe! cYax!!*~*

+~a| s| n| mEn Le~+ !!
~me~ at Monday, April 28, 2003

Sunday, April 27, 2003

.:[f]r|enDx;.
heyx! arLoox!! as usual... had a hectic week.. i tink i rily grow to luv weekends liaox.. it's more relaxing.. haix.. though i was pretty busy this week, i dunno why i still had time to anihw think.. for dix week.. i suddenly had the feeling of loneliness. hmmx, kinda weird ritz? i also cant xplain it miself.. jus tat, somehw.. when i hang out in a grp.. i had the feeling tat i dunc belong in their grp... i had the feeling like.. hmmx.. well, it's okie if im not wif dm.. it makes no difference to dem.. n after skool, it was the tym when i truely felt lyk im a complete LoNeR!

haix..unlike las time, nw i hav to find ppl to accompany mi home... n mos of the time, it was either i coincidentally met someone n go home 2gether or i go home miself.. somewat or rather.. i dunc lyk dix kinda feeling.. it's lyk as if no ppl noticed of ya presence n it's ok to do without you.. ish it becuz when u hav more frenx ard u, the less gud frenx u hav? haix.. i rily dunc noe ler.. at leas las tym wif mi "aLL-gERx grp", least we still lyk went home together.. dat tym at least i dunc feel tat i was rily tat kinda outcast.. dn cuz of lotza sc activities, i grown to be closer to the sc aka fEy... dn i tink it was due to my negliance or wat tat i grew more distant frm e allgers grp..however, dix yr our time table all different and we rarely lyk kinda had our own lives? actuali, im kinda selfish ler.. i hope i can lyk feel belonged to the all-gers grp n ^feY^... now when i see de gers rite.. it's lyk abit weird.. n we lyk no topic to sae lyk dat... haix.. i rily wished tat dix feeling of loneliness would soon go awae...

veri long ago, when at least i faced wif dix kinda probby, there's still someone i can turn to.. n i told everyting to tat "somebody" but now.. cuz of someting, we no r no longer dat close.. n dunc even rily chat n keep up with each other's life... haix.. i wonder y things all turn out dix wae.. somehow now i rily envy those of u hu hav ya frenx whu will ask u go here ask u go dere.. go hm together dat kinda... ha|x... tmr's the beginning of another long week liaox... tink im gona "lone" again~ ~*sians|AtioN~*
hahha n yeah!! im looking forward for fridae to come!! *pHewx* dat's the onli thing i can be happy abt~ duhx! i think im soundin more lyk somebody.. boo! bth! hahaha nvm lar.. i think i think too much alreadi.. lolx.. heyx sinLi, if u happen to read dix... haha really happy for ya tat u got out of the boat... but .. haha im still struggling n tryin to adapt to the tides~!! wonder when can i get outta dere! drivin mi crazy!! hahha n if got chance, i'll tell u sth which i did which i found it veri.. _____ ~! haha when i tell u ler.. u fill in the blank yaself ba!!

Lastly... hope i k find dat "somebody" soon! aniwae... i still bLeaF dat ~*LiFe's bEauTiFuL~*... it's jz tat.. i hav yet to get tthe taste of it....ya? hahaha.. taKe carex.. aLL mY fReNz!!! tatZtatz~!*~*!
~me~ at Sunday, April 27, 2003

Saturday, April 19, 2003

geekz... hw cme no more stars again ler!! help mi lerz!!
~me~ at Saturday, April 19, 2003

Friday, April 18, 2003

.:~[*]sTrAwBeRr|eS cHeEzE caKe; a LoVeLy FaiRyTaLe[*]~:.

YOooyoooyoZ!!! ahaha! its mE!! todae woke up veri earli ler!! went to go n buy ingredients for the strawberri cheeze cake! dn went to apple's hse do the cake..wah! i had sho mani butterfingers todae.. well.. dn after dat go other place n do sth.. dn join cass,heli,bell, xian, ven, cai n app\e for dinner at chompchomp~!! aiya! too bad awyong was sick, cannot join us.. haha.. ck n him missed out e chance to taste our cake ler!! ermz.. though nt tat nice lar.. but presentation wise.. ermz.. not bad lar! haha...dn it suddenly rained sho heavily n we were caught in the big big rain~!!
2dae i'm feeling veri happy~!! feel lyk as if i took estascy lyk dat.. rily haven been sho happi ler!! all thanks to... *ahemz*! heeheez! n of cuz mi fREzn!! *_^ ~*|a|a|a~* heez.. hmmx.. actuali i'm alreadi veri contented wif wat i hav nw alreadi... but u noe... humans r always greedy n ask for more.. n since im a human.. naturally i'll would wanna ask for more rite.... hhahaz! but i noe if i hav diz kinda attitude, i wun benefit de.. sho dat's why... i wanna feel contented for nw.. n i will! hahah but jus hope tat tings wil improved! hmm... i seemed to be lyk crapping alotz!! ~*LiFe's sHo bEaUtIfUL~~!! lalalallaz! hahha... i doubt i can slp todae ler!! lolz..i"ll rily rem dix dae de! =p
aniwae.. lately mi junior was sho troubled by her english.. but fortunately her dad was veri encouraging n gave her support i guessed? haha.. aniwae rite.. junior!!! Hard work will rily pay off de!! sho dunc ever feel lyk givin up... work even harder n u sure would succeed one dae... n dunc tink ur eng sux.... honestly, i tink ur eng ish even better dn alot of ppl n esp mi lor!! sho work hard hard kayz? hahah senior olso mush jiayou ar. ~!!!

=||= *~mY LiFe |sh mY w|sh~* =||=
~me~ at Friday, April 18, 2003

Thursday, April 17, 2003

*~h3yz~*!! weekend's finallyhere!! hahah n wat's more.. thanks to Easter Day, we'l hav a long weekend.. wootz! newayez, hmmz.. firz week of skool after the sars outbreak.. think it wasnt as busi as i've tot! however...n i did sth rily stupid on weD~!! duhz~!... n 2day's geo n amaths test on relative velocity's gonna kill me! haiz.. ! sure gonna do badly for it! 2dae netball training... haiz.. still as slack as usual..nw i rily do mish the tough trainings and the days when we got to take part in compy n .. yar.. basically, the "feeling" of getting to rily "play" the game.. heyz netballers!! sho veri sorry to all of ya!! i'm pretty useless xia.. haiz! aniwae.. hope we k get the coach tat jacq reco, dn build us up again!! feeling rather tired after todae's training ler... n guez wat? tmr we r going to hav an outing!! haha.. goin to bake cakes!! haha! dn after tat we'l hav dinner wif bell n yx dy all... yeah.. tink tmr shd be fun! but still haven cfm if awyng n ck goin.. awyong slping!! zhu ba jie~!!! kayz... gotta slp earli todaex.. or not i'll be late tmr!! n.. hope my "pLan" wiL go smoothly!!! *PrEy pReY pReYYy* blEHz!! saYo~ ~*niteznitez~*!
~me~ at Thursday, April 17, 2003

Friday, April 11, 2003

haha! had quite a fUn tiME t0dae!! t0daE's ouR DEaR cK's bDAe!! haha.. hAPi BiRtHdaE t0 UuUU~!!! haha.. hmmz.. we went to buy a small cake for him n popped up at his hse! hmmz.. he was kinda surprised to c us! hohohoz! of cuz lar.. cuz we told him earlier tat we'nt celebrating his bdae today wat! haha.. thn later cai suggested goin to simei the HAN RIVER BBQ REsTaurant!! waHZ!! we took such a long journey dere.. hoping tat we'll get some gd food.. in the end... dOTdOTdOTz!!(hmmz.. okie lar.. the food wasnt tat bad.... but when the bill comes.. woo! 100++ bucks!!) it was even more expensive then havin dinner at seoul garden lerz! hahha sho ppl...!! dunc go dere n eat h0r!! wasTE $$!! haha.. hmmz.. actually at firz when we were at cK's hse decidin where to go.. we were lyk pretty half-dead with only mi, heli, aw yong, cai, apple.. dn lyk.. haha kinda lack of some "noises".. but fortunately.. still hav cai!! hahah .. wahlao.. he rily can crap alot man.. and with awyong's companion.. dy rily "created lotza noise" n entertainmnt! ahahha... after dinner.. went to changi airport to hav a tok.. haha kinda lame rite? dn when we reach dere.. it suddenly came upon us tat the SARS thingy.. aniwae..we sat dwn n tok.. haha.. we tok abt being frenz until we grow up.. dn wat yr anniversary... buy same bag... some memorable accessories.. going hols at dec.. stayin back after skool n do hwk 2gether n even havin our weddin ceremony 2gther n live under the same roof!! hahah!! think we'r rily day-dreamers!! haha but.. actuali i found the tok pretty fun n hmmz.. ~*dReAmYz*~ hahha! dn i reach hm at ard 11pm? hahah.. after a nite of daydreaming.... i wondered if we can rily last sho long.. but u noe wat? haha thinking's no use.. wat i tink's more practical ish to rily enjoy ourselves while we are together.. n i noe i surely will rem u guys!! hahah but still.. i rily wished we can do wat we fantasized! if we ever got to do it.. whoah!! it'll be such a great feeling.. to hav frenz for more den 10yrs!!! hmmx.. yeah i noe some of us dunc rily feel comfortable/weird hanging out with one another... but mayb things might improved? haha.. but for me.. i rily enjoyed u guys's companion! can we rily be frenz 4ever?? haha.. the ans to this qns remained unknown.. n onli we can only know it once we reach a certain pt of time.. so, for nw.. i'll treasure u guys lotz! LuRve U gUyz!! ~*mUacKzZ~*! =[~*feYz~*]=
~me~ at Friday, April 11, 2003

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

haha.. lng time since i update my bloggy!! haha! these 3 days i've been hangin out with heli, cass, awyong dey all.. and had sho much fun!! went to play bball, badminton, gym n even celebrated ck's bdae on tue! tue rained sho heavily n we were caught in the rain! haha but tat was rily fun man! we played bball ler.. dn .. haha i did sth silly and all of dem kept laffing! actuali i wonder hw come i did sho mani stupid things lyk dm laff leh!! ahaha but nvm.. i bring entertainment n laughters !! hahaz! ^_* n i even sort of lyk sprained mi back when i plae badminton!! sho clumsy! haha.. dn nw run dat tym back pain.. hope by sports dae i k recover.. dn on wed went to play badminton @ hougang sports hall.. dn saw lotza ppl frm our skool n my pri skool frenz! haha... dy stil rem mi lehz! bt tat stupid awyong cant rily recognise dm.. sho ben dan! newayez.. todae play badminton until my right hand de muscles pain.. haha dn right tat tym abit weird.. n tMR... i'm goin to heli's hze do jaG banner!! hmm sure take lotza tym!! n later gt to pia my hwk lia0z.. t0daE yx n bell start skool lerz! wonder hw's their firz dae in skool!! hahah sho sad!! surely will mish dm lotz! n i bet dy mish us lotz... cuz we'r too adorable n fun lovin!! haha.. actually, i will mish dm lar! lolz... rily wonder when we can hav another big gatherin when all of us can hab fun again! actually i felt veri fortunate to hav diz grp of frenz xia; haha.. dey r .. aMAzinG! hahaz.. i n0e nth's forever.. bt hope we k be lyk dix as lng as possible... rily ai si ni men le! ~*mUacKzz!*~ haiz.. 2dae while i took a nap.. tink of him again.. hai.. dn make mi sad sad again.. booOOOo~!! haha wiish mich n ahemz! well~!! ^_* wah!! realised i typed alot todae.. haha sho.. i' shall end here!! ~*niteznitEZzZ!!!
~me~ at Wednesday, April 09, 2003