Wednesday, April 30, 2003

heyheyx!!! hahah tmr gona "freeze" cake again!!! haha.. but till nw still cannot find a place to b our temp kitchen~!!
~me~ at Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Monday, April 28, 2003

~*tHaNKsS a bILL|on tO aLL oF yAx!! u roCkzZz!!~*
h|yax~ haha.. wanna thanks to all of ya~!! e firz dae of dix week wasn dat bad... after skool went to ljs with heli, awyong, cai, apple n ck! haha.. actuali wanna do hwk.. but after doin a few maths sum.. we start to crapx again! haha... hmmx... yx... dunc worri ler.. i wun become a pessi de!! yeah! we frenx sho lng.. shd trust mi hor? haha i noe u sure will hav trust in mi de! lolx.. thanks babY! haha.. hmmx.. sL~ haha thanks for lettin mi noe i still hab such a gd fren lyk UuU~! caSS! hahah thanks for readin dix lenthy n boliao entry of mine! lolx.. n thx for sort of lyk consolin mi..haha.. ya senior wun go pessi de.. n i m mature nw liao.. haha stronger ler! pQ~ hahah noe u beri cutex n swIT lar.. haha.. thanks hor!lolx.. haha.. actuali frenx come n go de lar.. we wun hav all the same frenx throughout our entire life.. ritex? haha... take this chance.. wanna thanks to all mi frenx ard mi~!! happi to hav all of yax~* haha... tat's all for todae.. mi go studi ler!! taKe caRex pLe! cYax!!*~*

+~a| s| n| mEn Le~+ !!
~me~ at Monday, April 28, 2003

Sunday, April 27, 2003

.:[f]r|enDx;.
heyx! arLoox!! as usual... had a hectic week.. i tink i rily grow to luv weekends liaox.. it's more relaxing.. haix.. though i was pretty busy this week, i dunno why i still had time to anihw think.. for dix week.. i suddenly had the feeling of loneliness. hmmx, kinda weird ritz? i also cant xplain it miself.. jus tat, somehw.. when i hang out in a grp.. i had the feeling tat i dunc belong in their grp... i had the feeling like.. hmmx.. well, it's okie if im not wif dm.. it makes no difference to dem.. n after skool, it was the tym when i truely felt lyk im a complete LoNeR!

haix..unlike las time, nw i hav to find ppl to accompany mi home... n mos of the time, it was either i coincidentally met someone n go home 2gether or i go home miself.. somewat or rather.. i dunc lyk dix kinda feeling.. it's lyk as if no ppl noticed of ya presence n it's ok to do without you.. ish it becuz when u hav more frenx ard u, the less gud frenx u hav? haix.. i rily dunc noe ler.. at leas las tym wif mi "aLL-gERx grp", least we still lyk went home together.. dat tym at least i dunc feel tat i was rily tat kinda outcast.. dn cuz of lotza sc activities, i grown to be closer to the sc aka fEy... dn i tink it was due to my negliance or wat tat i grew more distant frm e allgers grp..however, dix yr our time table all different and we rarely lyk kinda had our own lives? actuali, im kinda selfish ler.. i hope i can lyk feel belonged to the all-gers grp n ^feY^... now when i see de gers rite.. it's lyk abit weird.. n we lyk no topic to sae lyk dat... haix.. i rily wished tat dix feeling of loneliness would soon go awae...

veri long ago, when at least i faced wif dix kinda probby, there's still someone i can turn to.. n i told everyting to tat "somebody" but now.. cuz of someting, we no r no longer dat close.. n dunc even rily chat n keep up with each other's life... haix.. i wonder y things all turn out dix wae.. somehow now i rily envy those of u hu hav ya frenx whu will ask u go here ask u go dere.. go hm together dat kinda... ha|x... tmr's the beginning of another long week liaox... tink im gona "lone" again~ ~*sians|AtioN~*
hahha n yeah!! im looking forward for fridae to come!! *pHewx* dat's the onli thing i can be happy abt~ duhx! i think im soundin more lyk somebody.. boo! bth! hahaha nvm lar.. i think i think too much alreadi.. lolx.. heyx sinLi, if u happen to read dix... haha really happy for ya tat u got out of the boat... but .. haha im still struggling n tryin to adapt to the tides~!! wonder when can i get outta dere! drivin mi crazy!! hahha n if got chance, i'll tell u sth which i did which i found it veri.. _____ ~! haha when i tell u ler.. u fill in the blank yaself ba!!

Lastly... hope i k find dat "somebody" soon! aniwae... i still bLeaF dat ~*LiFe's bEauTiFuL~*... it's jz tat.. i hav yet to get tthe taste of it....ya? hahaha.. taKe carex.. aLL mY fReNz!!! tatZtatz~!*~*!
~me~ at Sunday, April 27, 2003