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Sunday, July 06, 2003

*ha|x.. it's being a long time since i update my blog, and to think the first entry it was something that was pretty upsetting... Think i wouldnt say what had actually happened on Sat as everyone of us sort of know what had happened.. After reading all my friends' blogs, i realised that all of us were actually very concerned about this and care about our group members. ha|x~ jay n cai|: it's not entirly ya fault, so dont blame yourself. My stand is that this thing invovled everyone who's present on Sat, but maybe some of us would have to bear more responsibilty larz... Whichever it is, i think that's not the main concern as this will only cause us to blame one another... Now the more sensible thing is to salvage this? i don't know how to convince xian to open up to us.. and i know just a "Sorry" won't make up the disappointment and anger in her... But i want to say that Though we might neglect one or two members, I'm sure all of us in *~fEy~* cherish one another alot. And i really hate to see us end our friendship here. Is ~*fEy*~ really that fragile? i hope not.. I think ~*fEy*~ had come quite a long way already and we had loads of fun together, though at times we had our problems, we faced them together and overcame them one by one.. But why this time she chose to end it here? No more faith in us? maybe? But we aren't that sort that want our friends to leave us, especially those who had a special place in our heart, at least in mine.. Is our 3years of friendship so fragile and cant withstand any hardships? We made a mistake on Sat and were apologetic for it, can we learn from this, forgive one another and start things anew? it can only be done if u are willing.. we'l all be waiting for this day.... it may sound abit crappy and u might not agree with me totally.. but what i said was what i think... we rily cherished u alot.. sorry for hurting u in one way or another... and lose faith in us, but can u giv us a chance to make up?
~me~ at Sunday, July 06, 2003

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